Monday, December 18, 2017

am I evolving?


An interesting question came to my mind today and want to share it.
Evolution : aree baba wait... im not going to take a hiatory class.ЁЯШЙ
Did you ever notice yourself.. we are created so perfect... every minute detail is taken care, forget about the complex systems like nervous system, respiratory system etc... it was given deep thought even when GOD created nails for us, our hair protect us. Did you ever notice how God might have come up with the material of our skin? It doesn't get wet in water, it doesn't absorb water but it absorbs body lotion ЁЯШЙ. It's rough enough to handle this pollution and soft enough to feel the love... we can feel even the ant or a small insect on our skin.
What I want to say is...
We are perfect... NOW or we have evolved to become perfect. Is this the end?
Has HE stopped thinking? Why is there no change in us for so many years now... I mean even Ram in his human avatar was as we are now. Isn't he bored looking at same us?
So if God wants to add a new feature in us and create a next version of human what do you think he will modify in us? Will he give ability to be amphibian? Will he add skin in between our toes to make us swim like ducks? ЁЯШГ
These are just my wild imaginations...
So can you think of some features which you think are essential and should get deployed as eternal part of us.
So friends scratch your creative grey cells and come up with some mind boggling features - lets call this list of features as our wishlist. May be some of the feature from this wishlist comes true??? God knows when may be in time x.x ЁЯШВ. Where x could take value from 50-99ЁЯШЙ. In your next janam you will take birth with those advance feature... offcourse u know na papiyo ko sare jivo ki yoni mein janam lena padta hai and all... human janam is not an easy affair!!! And the rate at which u are committing crimes... what to say 

Thursday, December 7, 2017

Happy Bday !!

You turned 4 today... 
Its not just your birthday celebration but its also anniversary of my motherhood....
Im discovering a new me in myself each day... U have taught me so many things!! 
I love you more than I can express...

Today I just want to wish you soar up high in the sky.. achieve great heights, you develop your own wings to explore your own capabilities, challenge own limits and build your own world!

I want to prepare myself to answer all your innocent questions.
I want to prepare myself to give you everything that you deserve...

Wish you a Happy birthday my sweat heart!!

The word sweat heart has now gained its real meaning for me!!

Love,
Mamma...



Tuesday, November 21, 2017

Memory Assortments for my Toddler #1

early, brushed your teeth, took bath. I was very happy. Being your first picnic even I was excited as well as a bit nervous. There were all weird scary thoughts coming in my mind, will you be all right? Will the teachers be able to look after all kids? I know every mother might be going through these thought and fears; There is a time when a mother must overcome all her fears and release her kid from her secure embrace and let them fly to explore; to grow. This was first time you would be going out without me around you. 

I’m not used to be at home on a Saturday and you not around. Believe me I had already started missing you the moment I dropped you in school.
You were back home after a while, to be precise four hours which felt like 4 decades to me. You were so excited to tell me about all the activities you did, how you enjoyed with your friends and your environmental observations. How you had sandwich with your friends. My nervousness had vanished since your trip was a success. You had learned to be without me in public, to listen to your teacher’s instruction, to help your friends.
After all the chatting and when you finished sharing your days experiences, it was the most difficult time, Lunch time!!
It is hard to make you eat food. I must come up with new ideas daily to achieve my target: to feed you! I took advantage of your excitement and chatting with you asking you various questions about your first picnic experience I started feeding you.
“So how did you all go to the garden?”
“We went by bus”, you Chuckled
“What did you eat with your friends?”
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You were happily eating, forgotten actually that you were eating too.. :) 
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I had exhausted my questions and that made you again go, “I’m full now. I don’t want to eat any more”
So I left you for a while, then after some time I called you and said, “Garima, can you please help me finish this rice?”
“umm.. no.. I’m full na..  ” u cribbed.
“Please dear, we will waste this rice otherwise. Please.. ”, I tried to persuade.
“umm.. ok.. but I will eat only one small part” you said warning me.
I was so happy… “ok, you may eat just a small part. Garima is so good she helps mamma finish the rice” I tried to encourage you for your decision.
My trick did work. You finished the rice, bringing a big smile of accomplishment on my face.
Soon you were tired and you slept, bringing silence to prevail again.
It’s a big task to feed you, no actually every task related to you is big. As you are learning, I’m too, to be a mother, to teach you difference between right and wrong, to treat you with patience, to handle your tantrums, to love you when you are at your naughtiest point, or when you are at your worst.
Living with you is like reliving my own childhood.   

Thank you sweet heart for giving me this chance to be your  Mom. 

With loads of love, 
Mom.

Tuesday, September 5, 2017

I hurried.....
I was getting late.. We were getting late... actually my office is flexible but her school is not...
So we were getting late for her school.. When I reached, prayer was already done, her Pt class was going on...
I dropped her and hurriedly came back, a sight caught my attention... a small boy was crying as if he is beaten to hell... all tears flowing, node running.... doesn't want to attend school.... crying mumma... mumma.... the sight was painful but it brought a smile on my face...

ahh... you may call me cruel.. but wait let me explain...

He was crying as he doesn't want to attend school....
school.... that's the best thing that has ever happened to me... that's the best time of everyone's life...
I know you agree with me now... :)

We made the best friends in school... we had the best time in school
That was the time everyone of us wants to relive...
I'm sure all of us did cry... there were times when we hated going to school.... exams...
but today we all love those times...

I feel life is like that.... we should enjoy what is in our hands... rather than waiting to get what we expect. cause we always come to know worth of what we have after we loose it.

its such a coincidence that I'm writing this on Teachers Day!!!.... Wishing all my teachers Happy Teachers day!!

Coming back to the crying boy... I wanted to take a video of his and show that to him 25 years from now... yes it would take 25 years for him to realize that school time is the best time...

Love my school days... missing them.. 

Love..

There is nothing called love in this world.. Huh do u really think there is love... No I think there is only need when need is over love is...